CELEBS & LOVE SHOWS

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new show on VH1

POINTLESS !!

The things people will do for some money. Half the time none of these celebs are finding love, i feel like all they get out of doing a show like this is publicity, money, and to get a lil "lovin". Soooooooooo stupid ! If another show comes on where a celeb is lookin for love imma scream !!

DAILY DOSE ...

Last Or The First

He hurt me,

... Again,

This not being the last or the first,

But yet again I find myself back in his arms,

Back in his venomous grasp,

It feels so good, but I need to get away

Need to get away

Need to get - away

But I can't

He took me,

... Again,

This not being the last or the first,

I begged him not to,

Begged on my knees,

Begged on my back,

Begged - but here I lay,

With the venom now inside of me

Need

To

Get

Away

He left me,

but not again,

This being the last and first,

I didn't want him to,

Because he was all I knew,

No one is going to be love me with all I've been through,

Nobody -

How can they when I have this Burden of a seed

Inside of me

Left by his venom

This not being the last or the first

TAKE ME AWAY

"Take me away from here

take me some where

where love is like breathing

I don't care where we go

as long as I'm there with you

... baby"

[John Legend - Take me Away -- Evolver]

I don't have any of his other albums, but I do have his latest 'Evolver' and I love it! If you don't have it, you need to go get it ! It's a must have that everyone should have some where in their music library. Whether it be in your Cd collection, I-pod/mp3 player, computer, or on your cell phone. I know his album came out so long ago, but its better to spread the word late then never !! lol

EARLY MORNING INSPIRATION

Yes - I know now ...

Baby do you, don't let him get to you

Don't let them in again

No - I thought I knew

Yet again I let him in

I let them get me again

All I wanted was a little love

Is that such a wrong desire

... GOTTA GET IT ...

Love's crazy right

Love makes you do some crazy things

makes you feel things you never felt

- til love

NO!

Love is what you let it do

Love is as simple or as difficult as you want it to be

so don't blame me, LOVE says

- blame your desire for me

Its a trap so many fall into

me - being an avid follower and seeker

Love is beautiful, but love can be ugly

I am so over it ...

Yes - I know now ...
Baby do you, don't let him get to you
Don't let them in again
No - I thought I knew
Yet again I let him in
I let them get me again
All I wanted was a little love
Is that such a wrong desire
... GOTTA GET IT ...

repeated intuition

DAMN!

Lesson unlearned is a lesson repeated ...

Written by: Jeantel (me)

JE'TORR

"To bring Love & Hope through the Word of God, in the flare of Style & Grace"

This is ME and what i do. FASHION ... it's not an obsession, it's a passion. I enjoy being able to come up with original concepts, and bring them to life with my hands. Something I've been in love with doing ever since freshman year of High School. It first began with the idea of using puffy paints and glitter and alterations to everyday clothing. Then I began making my own handbags out of recycled Denim & actually sold these as a side hobby. (Which made me some good money) but then I fell off of doing that after an unfortunate incident. Now here I am again, I now have my associates in Fashion Design, and I'm creating/designing clothing and Handbags.

Right now I am focusing on getting my name out there, and getting all the experience I can get. I am open to anything ... well almost anything lol ! I make clothes for any occasion, I make alterations, and I make handbags of all kinds. I am still experimenting with handbag construction, but it's getting better the more I do it. So I am excited to see where God is going to take this, because it's all in his hands. Je'Torr is the name, so don't forget it.

HEY LADIES

"Hey ladies, whY iS iit THaT men Can go do us wROng, whY iS iit THaT we JUst decide tO keep holdin on, whY iS iit THaT we never seem tO JUst hAVe THe strength tO leaVe, well hE's gOt tO go, he's gOt tO go..." [Destiny's Child--WRITINGS 0N THE WALL--Hey Ladies]

Man if this wasn't one of thEir best cd's I dOn'T knOw what waS. I waS only 11 or 12 when this cd came out, sO I didn't fully understand THe depth tO these songs. However, nOw THaT I am basically 21 years Old I hAVe a greater understanding fOr THe sultry words thEy sing.

Sometimes us as women, we don't know how to let go of those things that are bad for us. I, myself, can attest to that on numerous occasions. It may not only be with relationships, it can be with friends, family, whatever. We get so wrapped up with our emotions that we become blind to reality and our well being. Aside from our emotions, love can cause you to do some craaaazy things. We need to be like most guys in a sense of letting go and moving on. BUT, we weren't created like that unfortunately. We don't move off of actions or external things, we move off of emotion and internal things. (which for us, it works against us in a lot of cases, rather than for us)

I feel that we as women need to start looking to ourselves for happiness. We need to start leaving these things that are no good for us alone. If you got a scandalous cheating boyfriend, LET IT GO! If you got some back stabbing friends, LET IT GO! If you got some bad habits, LET IT GO! If you aren't happy with your current situations, LET IT GO! It's unhealthy to stress, your lowering your living span by stressing! I've done my fair share of it, and i've finally come to that point in my life where I just don't have time for it anymore! so word to the wise ladies, wake up ... time to start loving YOU!

Hey Ladies --there's no need for any more tears

because we've got to realize

that all we got is us to fear

don't let a man take control of your heart

because most times they don't know what to do with it, carelessly they'll tear it apart

so guard it with love from you

because you will know indefinately

that it's true

live with love in your heart, and positivity

in your mind

walk at your own pace - never another

because if they move too fast you'll feel left behind

Be your own role model

Live your own dream

Hey Ladies --if you feel this

you know what i mean =]

-WRITTEN BY: Jeantel (me)

THE BEGINNING ...

January 20th, 2009

Today Change happens, today something new begins ! WE HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT YA'! I am happy to be an American, I am happy to be one of the lucky many to witness this day! So many of our African American brothas and sistas lives have been lost for us to get to this point. HOWEVER, today it has brought us to where we are now. I am excited to say that i ... have ... a ... black ... president! Many daily prayers go out to him and his family. I pray to God that he will keep him and his family from harms way. Believe it, it's time for a new Beginning. :)